Can't sleep.

It's late. I got home from youth group, read my notes, then tried unsuccessfully to sleep. So I got up to write to you all. I just need to tell you all that I love you a lot. Seriously. I don't cry. I just don't. but you guys made me bawl tonight. I love you all, and I need you to know that.
I just thought I should let you know. I love you. I'm here for you. And I'm sorry for any time in the future that I won't be there, like if I die, or move far away. ( I don't plan on either of those happening, but it's really up to God.) Those are all the words I have.

P.S. I love you... again.