What to say? There is so much...
It just hit me that I am graduating. Prom. Last night....
I have one week of classes left. a few days ago that exited me to no end. Now....
What do I do now? Were do I go from hear?
I will miss all of this. Funny how when I first started, I thought I would hate it all so much. Now I am defined by it. How do you leave what defines you, and stay yourself? Can you? There are just so many questions. If anyone knows the answers, I would greatly appreciate it if you would let me know as you can.
There is so much left in my head that needs to be said, but it won't come out now. Not over the Internet, anyway.
I'll see you.
I don't even know what to say.
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine what you're feeling right now.
Wish I had some helpful advice. :-/
I love that you posted this, because recently, I've been feeling similar. Is it possible to leave what defines you and still stay yourself? Honestly, I think no one ever really "stays themself" for more than a few hours. Life and its challenges are constantly molding and shaping us like play-doh. Therefore, it is rather impossible to be the exact same person you were a few hours ago. Highschool is done. It may have defined who you are up until now, but new things are going to continue defining you. You and everyone around you will most definitely keep changing until death. Is that a bad thing? Hecka no! Embrace it! Life is about growing. This is not only the growth of your body, but of your mind, spirit, and heart also. So, to restate the answer to your question, no. You cannot leave what defines you and stay who you are. Don't forget!
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